After 10 days at Playa del Carmen in Mexico, flied to Habana in Cuba.

I was planning to stay there only for 4 nights but I stayed for almost one month and half.
Because I met a man who has been studying at university about medical there. He is a Japanese and very young. Actually we have 7 years gap.

I don't know why I could give this choise easily at that time even though we should have no future.
He has to go to university for 5 years more and I'm just a tourist.

When I met him, I was tired for traveling and I wanted to go back to Japan as soon as possible, but as a result, I prolonged the schedule widely.
I was noticed by him that nobody knows what'll happen, I can enjoy all things befall to me, and that's why I like traveling.

This was my long vacation.
I did nothing at his house, just saw some movies and TV dramas, read some books , played game of pokemon by 3DS,... everyday.
There is not even Internet in cuba (when we want to connect to the internet, we have to buy a card and go to the park where there is Internet connection, but almost all places have only very weak connection.)

Actually cuba is most different country for the countries I have been to so far. They chose the way don't develop, socialism.
It's sometime difficult to get an egg, toilet paper, can of beer for a while.
I couldn't get sanitary product, and finally bought a diaper by mistake. Hahaha
The people lives as well as old time. Many classic cars still run on the road normally.
For me, especially sunset time is so beautiful. Townscape are colored with sepia. I like the time most.

The life in Cuba is nothing special but much precious for me.
I think I can never spend time like this anymore. I don't have a work nor a school, I can devote my time only to stay with him together. Every moment was like a dream.

I had forgotten how to love someone and how to be loved by someone for long time.
I had given up to love since I broke up with the man I loved most before.

Moreover we went to Cancun in Mexico because of tourist visa of Cuba. It's valid for 30days.
We stayed at all inclusive hotel, and enjoyed shopping and the beach.
It's the birthday present for him, but he doesn't have an interest of traveling and prefers jungle to beach, I think it's only my satisfaction.

He might want me to go out his house early, I don't know his true thinking, but he asked me once to hasten the date to go out cuba. He said the reason is that he couldn't study enough and couldn't spend his life with me.
Actually I can't speak Spanish, so I can't talk with his friends and his family in cuba, I don't have any plan everyday, I understood his feelings.

However after we came back to Cuba from Cancun, he apologized me and said that he wants me to stay his house more.

This 2 weeks after that was more precious for us.
My condition was getting worse as farewell approached. I always cried when I thought about it. He was very kind to me and expressed his love anytime.
Actually we cried too much.

Finally the limit came to us. He is still young, I want him to experience many things, I hope his dream come true.
I know I'm not necessary for him.

I had to say good bye but I said see you again.